The blood in my own veins is like a venom that I produce

Put their my an inescapable truth

The dreams I once held have burned away

Replaced by a vision of a life less then bearable

Grow up is what they say yet be like us is what I hear

It's gonna be hard is what they say

You'll never make it is what I hear

It's gonna be hard what is what they say

You're not good enough is what I hear

You need to be realistic is what they say

there is no hope is what I feel

How can I ever be able to make it if no one believes in me, How would i make it without faith in me. I've never had everyone help me in anything that I want it's always be their way. No one has ever told me "hey you can make it and I'll help you out" or " You can be anything or do anything you can if you work hard. In this life we need to help each other or none of us is gonna get anywhere. Me personally I think I already know how my life is gonna end, never mind how it's gonna be or how long it'll last. What is the point of learning to fly when you're already in a cage?I always feel like I'm not good enough ore smart enough. That's due to a life time of failures and negativity. I feel like shit most days and a pain inside like I have poison in me. I want to just cut my wrist and let the venom out, maybe then I'll stop hurting and I'll finally find some peace. I can hope that tomorrow is gonna be a better day but I'm starting to think that maybe it's best that another day never comes again for me